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Kassie Bears TM/Creations of Mysticism
I have such sad news. I feel very sad that I shared this story with all of you. I feel I have let everyone down, but more important I feel I let Peter down. My tears fall and my heart breaks to tell you. I have to take Peter Rabbit in tomorrow to put him down. I took him into my new vet to do some test just to make sure he was going to be ok.Today, the test results came back and he is not going to make it. From the test results, I was told he is very old and there is nothing that can be done. Let me explain. He was doing very well and I really thought he would make it. The new vet thought he would be ok too. But, today he fell again and he is not strong and has returned to how he was and he just didn't look good. I took him in to the new vet and she told me he was old and it would be hard to keep him healthy and happy. So, I have made the decision to not allow this to continue. My heart breaks and I just can't stop crying. Peter is 11 years old and what I am told he is very old for a rabbit. Go figger! I have had them live to 14!
I have held him all day ... knowing what comes tomorrow. I do that more for me I think than for him! I have to kinda smile here thro, looking at him, he is on my lap now as I type his fate on TT and he looks up at me as if to say. "Why are you sad, I understand it is my time. Why do you feel so sad?"
Animals are our most wisest teachers - I think, that when we are faced with losing them, we forget . Who do we really cry for? Us? them? Or both? I don't know, but what I do know is, it is very hard and sad to let them go. I have lost a lot of good friends in the animal world and . I ask myself. Why is it so hard to let them go? Is it because I feel sad for me or do I feel sad for them. Do I feel a loss for myself or do I feel a loss for them? Should I feel that loss? I'm I aloud to feel that loss?
In my belief. I believe in life after we are gone! I believe in happiness after we are gone! So, again I ask myself. Why do I cry when they leave me? No answer. Other than - "I'm I only thinking of myself?
Peter is still a Easter Bunny to me and will live as a Easter Bunny in my heart.
Hugs
Kassie
Pandy Potter BearsHugs to you. :hug: Don't be too hard on yourself, why should'nt you think of yourself too. The logic part of you knows its right and proper what has to be done, your heart says otherwise. 
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Kassie Bears TM/Creations of MysticismThank you Amanda.
I sit here and I just don't know what to say.
I think I will never share a heart felt story again. I say that only because is is very hard to deal with it, having to tell everyone on TT and touch their hearts and affect their lives.... is just too much.
Hugs kassie
Pandy Potter BearsThats what sharing and friends are for. Its better to share than have it all pent up inside. Nobody minds but I know what you mean it can be very draining but you will feel better for it in the end. :hug:
Bine-TeddiesOh Kassie, don't feel bad for having told us. :hug: Even old animals deserve to be nurtured and saved if possible. 11 years is very old for a rabbit indeed, I have never heard of one being 14 years old before. You must be a very good rabbit care taker!
I am so sorry he has to be put down. It is difficult every time. I had to put down a horse many years ago and still can't help wondering if I could have done anything to save it. Heck, I used to keep aquaria and felt sad for every dead fish (they die often), but some lived for over 10 years and fish have personalities too.
Don't feel you can never share a story with us again. On the contrary, I feel privileged to have been allowed to share your grief and hopefully give some support. :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:
Posts: 1,277Oh, Kassie, I'm so sorry to hear about Peter. But please don't feel bad about sharing with us. That's what friends do! And if you feel like crying, well then cry. Peter blessed you with 11 good years and saying goodbye is a very hard thing to do and crying will certainly help. And we are here for you, too, if you need anything. :hug: :hug: :hug:
Dolls N DreamsThanks for sharing the news.
Sending hugs for you and peter!
I'm so sorry!
Apple Dumpling DesignsKassie,
I am so sorry to hear this news. Big hug from me and the dumplings!!! :hug:
Terries BearsKassie, it is hard to say goodbye to any dear friend, I am so sorry to hear your sad news, but I am happy that you have shared it with us.
Hugs, Terrie
I am so sad to here this news but as we say here he has had a good kick at the ball and done well to reach this age.I don't think any of that makes you feel any better.Hope you get through it okay.Thinking of you
Diane xxx
bears by beesley TMOh Kassie! I am so sorry hon! Our thoughts are with you, Peter and your family!
Hugs Louise
Posts: 8,574Kassie,
you darling lady, you haven't let anyone down. not even your beloved bun.
You simply did the best you could. no one can ask more of you than that.
And given his prognosis I think everyone would agree that the next step is the one you are taking.
While you are being kind to other of God's critters, remember to be kind to yourself, sweetheart, because, we don't get to be in charge, and all we can do is our best at any given moment of our day.
I am sorry about your bun, and hope and pray you feel better soon.
dilu
Sunnie BearsOh Kassie, you poor sweetheart! Peter understands more than you know. You are giving him a great gift to not have him be in pain. It is our hearts that hurt only because we LOVE. If we did not hurt, we would not love again. We need that pain ourselves to show us how wonderful love is and to look forward to it again. It takes time to heal, but HEAL it will. Love him now and you will know in your heart it is for the best.
My heart will be with you tomorrow.
Sonya
Gatehouse GalleryDearest Kassie, whilst I'm sad about Peter's prognosis, I'm so glad to have 'met' him. If you hadn't told us all about him I wouldn't have had the chance to know him and would have missed out......so thank you for introducing us to this brave little guy.
Oh Kassie, I am so sorry to hear about Peter 
. But, I am glad that you were able to share your story with us so we could know Peter, and share his final days. You did all you could Kassie and gave him a wonderful few days. Look how your love and caring encouraged him to eat and be happy for awhile longer. I'll be thinking about you tomorrow as you say goodbye to your friend. That is never easy and you are not beng selfish to cry. It is a sign of how much love you have for him. I know he'll always be in your heart. Give him an extra hug from his new friends on TT.
Sincerest hugs !
I'm so sorry to hear the news of your dear bunny.
Warmest hugs, :hug:
Aleta
Really sorry to hear about Peter Rabbit and sending you hugs so that you can
feel better.
Hugs
Carolyn
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Budd Bears BoutiqueSorry to hear about Peter Rabbit - sending hugs :hug:
Posts: 8,574-Kassie, darling, did you read what everyone wrote?
No one blames you. Everyone knows how much you hurt and that you truly did your best.
I hope you feel a wee bit better....soon.
hugs
dilu
Kassie,
My thoughts are with you a Peter.
Hugs :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:
Jane
Kiprie BearsKassie, I'm so sorry to hear about Peter.
Please don't be too hard on yourself......
Peter must feeling big love now , from you and your family.
Hugs/Marie
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I'm so sorry for your pain Kassie. It is so hard to let go of our beloved animals but grieving for the loss of them in our lives is just another expression of our love for them. You gave Peter wonderful care and a comfortable loving home. Much more than many animals ever have.
I know tomorrow will be a difficult day and I will be sending supportive thoughts your way.
hugs,
Bonnie
Kassie Bears TM/Creations of MysticismTo all my TT friends and bear buddies,
You have all just filled my heart with all your kinds words. I can’t express to you how it has warmed my heart. I am truly overwhelmed! In a very very good way – thank you all. I am blinking back the water eyes so I can type.
You are all so kind and dear!
I could name you all, but it would fill this page as it fills my heart. Just know; I will remember you all in the very special way that you sent your support – love and hugs! I am very glad to hear; you all feel that sharing Peter with you was a blessing and not a burden. It just lightens my heart to know this. Thank you.
Dilu thank you hon, yes I am feeling much better. You are so kind Dilu.
Sweet Laura. Thank you so much for you message, it just warms my heart.
I am very honored to know you all and hope I can only return your friendship as you have given yours to Peter and me. Again just know - I will remember you all in the very special way that you sent your support – love and hugs!
Big hugs Your Friend :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:
Kassie
